Carb-an in Sehgal

Sehgal Rubrics

Fear, Dark	In Carb-an desire for light is related to fear of darkness. Dark means which closes the doors for visibility (through it) and hinders the access to reality. About which nothing is known. Dark in other words means unpleasantness. Something which is indicative of harm.
Weeping, eating while Homesickness Homesickness, morning Affectionate Forsaken feeling Anger, past events, about Anger, former vexations about	It has been seen that Carb-an weeps while eating. Now the question arises why should a person weep while he eats. Is it that he is reminded of something, when he starts eating? There is a rubric Homesickness. Let us define home. It is the place in which one’s domestic attachments are centered. Domestic attachment means love concerning one ’s family. Family means a group of persons who forma house-hold under one head including parents, children and servants, whether dwelling together or not Homesickness means unceasing desire to be in home. In other words it is the feeling of being devoid of home because he feels separated from the other members of his family, in the company of whom he grew and learnt how to eat and enjoy eating. It is the memory of the comfort which he experienced at home during his early days which haunts him. By nature he is affectionate, loves home & his people. Therefore the sweet memories of the sweet home torture him. (Hindi Version). And perhaps that is why tears come out of his eyes when he sits to eat. This happens especially in the morning when the sun is rising (means) when the person is in his good days and is in a position to enjoy life.
Del, everything is changed Del, strange familiar things seem Del, strange, everything is	Forsaken feeling, means being neglected by his people. He become s angry when he is reminded of his home and recalls his past days when he was insulted by the members of his family and turned out. He feels that everything around him seems to have changed; giving a stranger’s look as if he has never seen them before. Nothing seems to be belonging to him. The circumstances above give him the sense of insecurity and makes him fear from all sort of things. He tries to meditate over his circumstances and understand them to remove darkness which is surrounding him, keeping in view pros and cons of everything.	Discouraged Discontented everything, with Despair Meditation Thoughts, thoughtful
Fear, closing eyes on (Opposite to Kali-c) Fear, suffocation, of Writing, difficulty in expressing ideas when Fear, insanity, losing his reason of Fear, fainting, of Fear, fit, of having a	Closing eyes means when he is not seeing anything and is in the dark about everything all around. Lying down means when he is not active and alert. In such a condition he feels he may cease to breathe. Feels he is finding difficulty in writing and expressing his ideas. Perhaps he is losing his senses and is heading towards insanity and will surely have fits of unconsciousness. And that something evil (Harmful) will happen. This keeps him internally restless and fearful of darkness. He wants to know why all this is happening to him. And to overcome these fears a sound of whistling comes out of his mouth without wanting to do so.	Fear, suffocation lying, while Fear, suffocation, mucous in throat, from Senses vanishing of Sensitive, oversensitive Fear, dark, of Fear, evil, of
Restlessness internal Light, desire for Whistling involuntary, Fancies, vivid, lively Introspection	In spite of all the above fears he has a very clear and tall image of everything. Being affectionate in nature he tries to lie low in dealing with his people. Speaks in a low voice. Tries to analyses his own conduct and that of others to find out ways to bridge the gap.	Whistling jolly Affectionate Mildness Fancies, exaltation of, night Fancies, exaltation of, evening bed, in
Restlessness bed tossing about in’ Anxiety, morning, rising, on and after amel Weeping, alternating with cheerfulness Mirth, alternating with weakness	As long as he remains in bed he does not have rest, tosses about and is compelld to come out of it. When the thoughts which snatch his rest from him get clouded because of the overpowering sleep he is peaceful. Again when the influence of sleep is over and while lying he opens his eyes he is again the same. It is only in the morning on getting out of bed (rising) that the anxious about the out come of his efforts gets better. This is the state of mind which is always tossing between hope and despair.	Restlessness bed, in Light, desire for Restlessness , anxious Restlessness drawing out Restlessness waking,on Cheerful, alternating with sadness Irritability, alternating with indifference