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- She has indifference side and on the other side the nobleness
- She tries to prove that she is a noble person.
- P: “Dr. please hurry up. It is Sunday today. I must reach home at the earliest. Who knows, when someone knocks at your door? It is bad not to be available”.
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Del, obscene, action of which she had not been guilty, accuses herself (1)
- Anxiety, friends at home about: Phos, Sul
- Anxiety, others, for
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- available”.
- P: “ I am already accused of being absent from home. They say, God knows where I go”.
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Reserved
Delirium, quiet
Secretive
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- Fixed in her nature is to remain reserved. It means the habit of keening things to herself and giving minimum exposure to her inner feelings, (Opposed to Naked, wants to be).
- And over and above it is her secretiveness which means the habit of keeping certain things sealed in the mind which she will not divulge to anyone under any circumstances and at no cost.
- He is hypocrite. Because the people cannot understand what exactly he is. There is a sharp contrast found in her nature so far as Sympathies and Apathies are concerned
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- Indifference, exposure of her person, to
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Homesickness
Del, island is on a distant (1)
Here Sehgal has changed this rubric. The original form is "Del, island, happy is on a distant (1)
Mildness
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- Home-sickness: Feels as if she is far away from home. And on the other side is totally unattached (Indifference, love of nothing). Generally these people remain misunderstood , except by a few intimate friends.
- One of the biggest contrast is to be found in the style of her talking which is permanent and unalterable.
- Whatever may be the circumstances, the tone will be with the air of command although (Undertakes things opposed to her intentions, Helplessness , Fear, men dread of) in her actions, an air of submission is prevailing . When objected to, she says, either of the two things, “Perhaps my tone is like this, actually I have no intention of doing so.” (i.e. I did not mean so) Or, “ It is only you people who think about me in these terms as all of you are opposed to me.” Here she is trying to make secret of her intention as she is helpless. In fact, she will like to command everything.
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Dictatorial, command talking with the air of
- Fear, men, dread, of: Phos is not under this rubric
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On the one side, she shows concern for business. (Business means main occupation) and a desire to keep her limbs moving where as on the other hand, she feels the strain of exertion, if asked to do anything
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Fear, exertion, of
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Del, floating in air
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She thinks on the one hand that she is not poor in anything and that to fulfil her every desire is within her reach. But again when she thinks thatshe is not free to exercise her will and is working under compulsive circumstances she concludes that to imagine that a person is not deficient in anything is like floating in the air.
It is deceiving one-self. In the end she realizes that the best thing for her is to have a broad mind and keep cool in all circumstances.
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Sadness, Weeping and
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Sympathetic
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- He never likes his family member, since they are poor and useless for her.
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