|
|
|
|
Fear, Dark
|
- Desire for light is related to fear of darkness.
- Dark means which closes the doors for visibility (through it) and hinders the access to reality. About which nothing is known.
- Dark in other words means unpleasantness. Something which is indicative of harm.
|
Fear, closing eyes on
|
Weeping, eating while
|
- Carb-an weeps while eating. Why should a person weep while he eats? Is it that he is reminded of something, when he starts eating? There is a rubric Homesickness.
- By nature he is affectionate, loves home & his people. Therefore the sweet memories of the sweet home torture him.
- Perhaps that is why tears come out of his eyes when he sits to eat.
- Homesickness, morning: This happens especially in the morning when the sun is rising (means) when the person is in his good days and is in a position to enjoy life.
|
|
Anger, past events, about
Del, everything is changed
Del, strange familiar things seem
Del, strange, everything is
|
- Forsaken feeling, means being neglected by his people.
- He becomes angry when he is reminded of his home and recalls his past days when he was insulted by the members of his family and turned out.
- He feels that everything around him seems to have changed; giving a stranger’s look as if he has never seen them before.
- Nothing seems to be belonging to him.
- The circumstances above give him the sense of insecurity and makes him fear from all sort of things.
- He tries to meditate over his circumstances and understand them to remove darkness which is surrounding him, keeping in view pros and cons of everything.
|
- Anger, former vexations about
|
Fear, closing eyes on
(Opposite to Kali-c)
Fear, suffocation, of
Writing, difficulty in expressing ideas
Fear, insanity, losing his reason of
Fear, fainting
Fear, fit, of having a
|
- Closing eyes means when he is not seeing anything and is in the dark about everything all around.
- Lying down means when he is not active and alert.
- In such a condition he feels he may cease to breathe.
- Feels he is finding difficulty in writing and expressing his ideas.
- Perhaps he is losing his senses and is heading towards insanity and will surely have fits of unconsciousness.
- And that something evil (Harmful) will happen.
- This keeps him internally restless and fearful of darkness.
- He wants to know why all this is happening to him.
- And to overcome these fears a sound of whistling comes out of his mouth without wanting to do so.
|
- Fear, suffocation lying, while
- Fear, suffocation, mucous in throat, from
- Senses vanishing of
- Sensitive, oversensitive
- Fear, dark, of
- Fear, evil, of
|
Restlessness internal
Fancies, vivid, lively
Introspection
|
- In spite of all the above fears he has a very clear and tall image of everything.
- Being affectionate in nature he tries to lie low in dealing with his people.
- Speaks in a low voice.
- Tries to analyses his own conduct and that of others to find out ways to bridge the gap.
|
- Whistling jolly
- Affectionate
- Mildness
- Fancies, exaltation of, night
- Fancies, exaltation of, evening bed, in
|
Restlessness bed tossing about in’
Anxiety, morning, rising, on and after amel
|
- As long as he remains in bed he does not have rest, tosses about and is compelled to come out of it.
- When the thoughts which snatch his rest from him get clouded because of the overpowering sleep he is peaceful.
- Again when the influence of sleep is over and while lying he opens his eyes he is again the same.
- It is only in the morning on getting out of bed (rising) that the anxious about the out come of his efforts gets better.
|
- Light, desire for
- Restlessness, anxious
- Restlessness drawing out
- Restlessness waking on
|