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It has been seen that Carb-an weeps while eating. Now the question arises why should a person weep while he eats. Is it that he is reminded of something, when he starts eating? There is a rubric Homesickness.
Let us define home. It is the place in which one’s domestic attachments are centered. Domestic attachment means love concerning one ’s family.
Family means a group of persons who forma house-hold under one head including parents, children and servants, whether dwelling together or not
Homesickness means unceasing desire to be in home. In other words it is the feeling of being devoid of home because he feels separated from the other members of his family, in the company of whom he grew and learnt how to eat and enjoy eating. It is the memory of the comfort which he experienced at home during his early days which haunts him.
By nature he is affectionate, loves home & his people. Therefore the sweet memories of the sweet home torture him. (Hindi Version). And perhaps that is why tears come out of his eyes when he sits to eat. This happens especially in the morning when the sun is rising (means) when the person is in his good days and is in a position to enjoy life.
Del, everything is changed
Del, strange familiar things seem
Del, strange, everything is
Forsaken feeling, means being neglected by his people. He become s angry when he is reminded of his home and recalls his past days when he was insulted by the members of his family and turned out. He feels that everything around him seems to have changed; giving a stranger’s look as if he has never seen them before.
Nothing seems to be belonging to him. The circumstances above give him the sense of insecurity and makes him fear from all sort of things. He tries to meditate over his circumstances and understand them to remove darkness which is surrounding him, keeping in view pros and cons of everything.
Discouraged
Discontented everything, with
Despair
Meditation
Thoughts, thoughtful
Fear, closing eyes on
Fear, suffocation, of
Writing, difficulty in expressing ideas when
Fear, insanity, losing his reason of
Fear, fainting, of
Fear, fit, of having a
Closing eyes means when he is not seeing anything and is in the dark about everything all around.
Lying down means when he is not active and alert. In such a condition he feels he may cease to breathe.
Feels he is finding difficulty in writing and expressing his ideas.
Giving rise to the feeling that perhaps he is losing his senses and is heading towards insanity and will surely have fits of unconsciousness. And that something evil (Harmful) will happen.
This keeps him internally restless and fearful of darkness. He wants to know why all this is happening to him. And to overcome these fears a sound of whistling comes out of his mouth without wanting to do so.
Fear, suffocation
lying, while
Fear, suffocation,
mucous in throat, from
Senses vanishing of
Sensitive, oversensitive
Fear, dark, of
Fear, evil, of
Restlessness internal
Light, desire for
Whistling involuntary,
Fancies, vivid, lively
In spite of all the above fears he has a very clear and tall image of everything.
Being affectionate in nature he tries to lie low in dealing with his people. Speaks in a low voice. Tries to analyses his own conduct and that of others to find out ways to bridge the gap.
Whistling jolly
Affectionate
Mildness
Fancies, exaltation of, night Fancies, exaltation of, evening bed, in
As long as he remains in bed he does not have rest, tosses about and is compelld to come out of it. When the