Del, wife is faithless
Hyos, Stram
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- The feeling is that he lacks many things, e.g. a person feels that her spouse is faithless.
- Wife /Husband: When two persons belonging to opposite sex come into contact they attract each other. For that it is necessary that they should like each other which in the due course takes the form of love or faith (trust).
- Faith means mental commitment which is the out-come of one’s inner and honest feeling of linking for the other party. It depends how much deep the faith is.
- Stram feels poor in this respect also as he or she feels that the love or affection which she expect naturally is not available to him or her
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Del, position she is not fitted for her (1)
Delusion, business, ordinary
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- Position means the seat one occupies in society, office or in the family.
- Not fitted for means unsuited to
- It is the sense of incompetency to justify the position one occupies. For example a mother feels she doesn’t deserve to be a mother because she dos not have those qualities or capabilities which a mother should have. A wife feels that she is not fit to be a wife as she is not able discharge the duties of a wife.
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- Here the feeling is lack of status or lack of respectability in the society.
- The overall feeling is that she is poor in level in almost every respect. This poverty gives her the feeling of injury.
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Del, engaged, ordinary occupation, in
Ars, Bell, Plb, Stram
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- To understand the sensitivity of Stram towards the term injury in various forms we see that he has no money even for the medicine.
- That he himself is doing very ordinary job which does not fulfill the minimum needs. This feeling of real poverty gives him the feeling of injury in every form. At times this sensitivity to injury takes the shape of extreme fright.
- Either a person is suddenly reminded of something terrible or wakes up after seeing a horrible dream and the shock throws him into confusion, and he is not able to identify anyone. He hangs on to the persons who are near him.
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Clinging child awakens terrified, knows no one, screams, clings to those near
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| Affectation
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From this state of mind many types of reactions come up
- One of the reactions may be to put up a brave posture, although he is fearful
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Imitation
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Another reaction can be a feeling of injury or the danger of receiving injury which derails her mind and compels her to cry, beg or pray for help.
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- A third reaction could be in the form of extreme anger. Rage means anger crossing the bounds and devastating its own banks and every thing around.
- Insult means receiving of injury to one’s honor.
- He becomes extremely angry. He refuses to take medicine,(The help which she was crying for)
- She feels like laughing at her own actions. To her the event seems to be quite minor.
- She feels that she could have easily tolerated it.
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- Laughing actions, at his own
- Laughing alternating with groaning
- Laughing alternating with rage, frenzy
- Laughing alternating with vexations, ill humour
- Laughing alternating with violence
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- Del position, she is not fitted for her (1)
- Del. poor, he
- Shamelessness
- Naked, wants to be
- Naked, constantly, wants to be
- Naked delirium, in
- Death desires
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- And also feels that she is not mature enough to justify her position as an elder.
- She belittles herself in her own eyes and feels that others will also see her in the same light.
- That’s why, while addressing the persons, whomsoever she goes for help or is continuing to get it, she says "How will you feel about me?
- “A person who is clinging to you and never thinks of leaving you. Perhaps you may laugh at me.”
- Every time I come to you with a fresh problem." Here she seems to be opening her mind to the maximum.
- In the same breath she continues, "I am a worthless person, just a burden on earth. Even death does not like to take me away.”
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Laughing, actions, at her own
Spong, Stram
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- She says, all this in a laughing tone.
- As if the thoughts being expressed are not coming deep from her mind
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Longing sunshine, light and society (1)
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- Rather it seems that she is enjoying her commentary about herself and laughing at it. Her mind reflects admixture of (Light desire, for) wanting to remain in a light mood.
- And to fulfill momentarily some of her long standing, and subdued wish for pure and over-whelming joy in the company of like-minded people (at present the person to whom she is opening her mind.)
- Pure means spotless, with full freedom to adopt any type of medium of enjoyment.)
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D: Why are you laughing?
P: Its my own concern. Is there any ban on laughing? No body can stop me as to what I do. Like this she laughs away you simple and innocent inquiry.
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Delirium, alternating with laughing, singing, whistling crying (Sehgal)
- Laughing, delirious
- Delirium frightful
- Delirium, gay
- Taking , sleep, in
- Talks, others agg, of
- Talks, when alone
- Talks, ones subject, of nothing but
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- She does not allow others to enter into the talk
- She tries to avoid any type of focus on her shortcomings.
- Her remarks are sharp and discouraging to others. (Is there any ban on laughing? )
- This is like talking in a foreign language
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Del, divine being
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- The ultimate impression she projects is that in spite of her short comings she is not a bad person.
- That at heart, she has divine and pure intentions.
- He thinks his acts are purely for God. So why he gets sick??
- Then he confess some his Guilt, which he first hides them.
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Del, pure, she is (1)
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